And he briefly went through , mentally , the whole course of his ideas during the last two years , the beginning of which was the clear confronting of death at the sight of his dear brother hopelessly ill .
И он вкратце пережил в уме весь ход своих мыслей за последние два года, началом которого было ясное столкновение со смертью при виде безнадежно больного дорогого брата.