She had made the sacrifice of separating from Julien , and after a strain as great as that , she no longer thought anything of the unpleasantness of making an exhibition of herself , though in former times she would have thought that worse than death .
Она принесла жертву разлуки с Жюльеном, и после такого огромного напряжения она больше не думала о неприятности выставлять себя напоказ, хотя в прежние времена она сочла бы это хуже смерти.
